feel-Onyx-love

Close your eyes and pretend for a moment that the world doesn't hate you. Imagine how it would feel... the confusion erased, the unnecessary guilt gone, leaving your heart feeling unusually light. People look at you not with disdain, but rather with, what is it... Acceptance. Imagine seeing it on their faces, not a twisted glare of condemnation, but instead a blank expression Peaceful in its indifference to who you are. Imagine not feeling the need to explain yourself Not agreeing internally with every insult flung your way. Imagine the freedom, the joy. You can walk peacefully through the crowd, Untainted by blind hatred.

It's chaotic, Incredibly hectic, Stressed and pitiful, this crazy little life of mine. But for all I worry, for all I stress, it doesn't matter. This life is one of billions Inconsequential in the cycle of life, in the grand scheme of things. My short length of years is merely a blink, not even a sneeze, to Mother Earth. But you know what? It may be an inconsequential mess, but I'm going to enjoy my little blip in the wheel of time As much as I possibly can.